wo xiang ni

2008-08-02T02:41:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah everything is alright now. I'm just too happy. =D

2008-07-31T16:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do right now. I fucking don't know what to do. Everything seems wrong. But i just couldn't bring myself to even solve it. I feel like giving up everything. Its just so hard when I have only myself. I tried to be strong. Why am I fucking weak? Maybe I'm just used to depend on others. So now when I have nobody by my side, I felt so useless. Aini, you are fucking useless! There is fucking no use to cry over these fucking problems. Ah fuck lah! I don't even know what the fucking hell I'm talking about. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!!

I need chocolate. Lucky enough for me, there's chocolate inside the fridge. =D

So, what I can i do next? Cry the whole day? Aini, don't be such a fucking cry baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-29T20:11:00.003+08:00

I spent my day all alone today. I went over Westmall since I was craving for Coffee Bean so much. I decided to hang around there and ordered Pure chocolate ice blended and Blueberry Muffin. While enjoying the taste of the beverage, I managed to study a bit. I gave up after 2 hours. I lost concentration along the way. Too much things going around in my brain. LOL. I walked around Westmall to do a bit of shopping. I can't manage to find the bag i wanted so i give it a miss. The nike bags in westmall don't have any nice design. Sheesh~ Guess i have to buy it next time. The frustrating thing was, i can't seem to find things i wanted to buy. Betol punye frust! Dah lah frust dngn diri aku sendiri!

After walking around aimlessly in Westmall, i decided to proceed to Lot 1. Walked around for quite a very long time. haha! And i think people were staring at me. When i reached level 4, i went down and up again. kens kn aku! Bought myself a compact powder at lot 1. Then, sat behind lot 1. After like hours past, when home sweet home.

I'm fucking HAPPY sei today!! whatever..

I feel like giving up. Give up everything in my life. I'm just too tired. haiz. But whatever it is, I have to be strong. I need to be strong. Although i'm all alone, i have to depend on myself. Because people around you won't always be around you. I got my back!

ps: I love you so much. i'm sorry. i failed to make u happy.

2008-07-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

Currently watching Hellboy at Shafiqah Iqma's place. Kind of weird, me sleeping over here on sunday. The fact that tmrw is a schooling day. Well, i've not been sleeping here for a very long time. Since she sleep over my place yesterday, so might as well i accompany her back and sleep over her place. haha!

I bet tmrw will be a tiring day in school. Sheesh~ Starts at 8 and end at 5. I hate Monday classes. Well, the fact that there's programming class on Monday. I think i need to find someone to help me out with programming. Maybe should ask Mr Jason for private tutor. I need special attention. haha!

Hellboy is effing hot. Okay I know i'm so random. =D

2008-07-07T18:30:00.006+08:00

I just feel like posting pictures. So..

28 June, Alexandra Arch & Henderson Wave:

17th June, Baby's birthday:

the hand-made birthday card. =D

& the coffee bean cake

2008-07-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

Currently having 2 hours of break. E PLAZA is seriously freezing. I don't get it, why should the school waste a lot of electricity just to place air conditioner in every place in the school? duh. I'm kind of scared of the test later on. Its a test on programming. Frankly speaking, i abhor programming. I just won't understand that module. Its like everytime i try reading the super thick book of programming techniques, nothing just come into my brain. Damn it. Why i even learn such module? I'm not the only one with this problem okey. Most of my classmate have not even start on their programming project. As for me, I've started on the template only but not the coding. Sheesh~ I think i will do badly for this module. heck care..

2008-07-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm down with fever since monday which result in two days of mc. I feel much better today compare to yesterday. Thank god! Its kind of irritating getting sick. I can't even get off my whole body to clinic. haha. So baby accompanied me to the clinic near my house. The moment he saw me, he kept complaining about how I easily get sick. LOL. Yeah baby, you are strong and you won't get sick easily.. haha! Anyway, thanks to baby for really taking good care of me yesterday. hehe. =D

2008-06-30T21:34:00.002+08:00

I've not been touching this blog for ages. Been kind of busy with life. Was enjoying every single day of my two weeks holiday. Well, at the same time been cracking up my brain with revisions for common test which is after the two weeks holiday. And... Guess what? All the revisions definitely did not paid of. I got totally blank during all three papers. Thanks eh. However, I'm glad that the common test is only 10%. Big relief.. Despite the pressures I got from the common test, I still manage to spend time with my baby. We really spent our quality time together during the holiday. I do know how to manage time. *pat shoulder* Obviously I have to make full use of the time right. Once school re-open, we only get to meet each other twice or thrice a week. For this week itself I'll be meeting him only tomorrow and maybe Saturday. Aiyo~

So anyway, Happy Birthday Ibu! And i just realise that my mom is kind of old. haha. She's already 46 but in my eyes, she still a young and most beautiful women in my life. I really thank god for giving me a mother like her. Gosh, I really really love you though sometimes you disappoint me in certain ways.. But still she's the mother anyone would imagine to have. She really sacrifice a lot in this family. She is a mother who although busy with her work in office, still manage to spare some time to message her daughters asking their whereabout and even sending message which make her daughters smile. Also, when her daughters are having exams or important things on that day, she'll be the one who msg them to wish them good luck. Although its a small thing to everyone, I still do appreciate them. Ibu, wo chen de ai ni! =D

But my father is otherwise. Arggh!! I guess I should forget about what happened like what baby say. I'm totally devastated.. Its hard dealing with people who have high level of ego in them. Sometimes, I feel like life would be way better without you, because there's not much different having you around.

2008-05-20T08:25:00.003+08:00

Finally the long weekend ends and now its back to school for me.. But lucky enough for me because class start at 12!! Man i love tuesdays. School starts late and ends early. haha! And oh I really have been busy for the past 3 days. Thats the excuse for not posting anything at my blog. hee. Enjoying the days with the love of my life and family tercinta.

Saturday itself were spent with baby. We spent walking around Clarke Quay to find Coffee Bean but at last failed. And all thanks to the coffee bean we spoiled our plan for that day. We actually plan to chill at coffee bean and just spent some quality time together but keadaan tk menentukan.. hahah! We had a little fight because of me. Its kind of stupid actually but after awhile we were cool. After sitting along the river, we went to the Clarke Quay shopping centre and bought ourself a mini donuts which cost 12 for $4. It was so small and cute! hee. After that we proceed to Cineleisure to grab some food. We ate at BBQ chicken. Both of us really thought there were rice. But since we were already seated so we just go along with it. Baby ordered fish cutlet for himself and for me, I ordered a korean charbroiled. The spices they used were nice. Its worth every cents. haha. After we had our food, we proceed back to Clarke Quay to sit along the river and munch our mini donuts. Baby only had some of the donuts because he said he was full and the others I brought them home. We went of exceptionally early that saturday. Actually, a lot of picture taken but I can't post it because I accidentally deleted all of them. Stupid me! I'll get them from baby later on..

Sunday, there was family gathering at my elder cousin house at Wlds. I went there early since I'm helping out my aunt to cook. So, the menu of the day was Seafood Spaghetti and beef Lasagna. Its kind of easy to prepare those two dishes. haha! And baby don't have confidence in me. He even say I only help to throw the ingredient inside. Grrrr! After I'm done cooking with my aunt, I kind of 'babysit' my cousin's child. Hannah Nazura is so adorable!! We played with the soft toys (she had a whole collection of Seseme Street and also a big Spongebob soft toy), watched Barney with her and also play with the swing. And the cute part was when I walked away from her, she'll be running towards me and hug me and put up her hands so I can carry her. She is so adorable!! =)

Lastly, on monday I went trekking with my family and also Mama's family. A total of more than 10km of walking in Mac Ritchie. Its kind of disappointing that we can't reached until the tree top and the suspended bridge. In the middle of the track, we took a wrong turn. All my dad's fault because he mcm phm. haha! Nvm, there's always next time. Then we went back home. After everyone in my family freshen up, we went to Sembahwang Park. But this time round, we went with the family of my dad's side. Its kind of boring actually. And home sweet home at 9.30 pm. It was a well spent weekends indeed. hee..

Now I shall get ready for school. Meeting baby after school since I miss him so much and he also miss me very much!!

2008-05-09T18:34:00.003+08:00

I am happy with my life now. So what if I have no friends by my side? At the very least I have my baby, my precious girls(kak amy, kak yun, sabrina and shafiqah) and also my family. They are the ones who never fail to be by my side whether I'm up or down. I really treasure them.. Thanks for being by my side. Only god knows how much I love you guys. Especially my baby. I may be a pain in the ass but he still love me so much! I know I'm the luckiest girls to have him by side every minute and second of my life. And I can be sure with myself that I can't live without him. Its not that I would die if he's not by my side, just that life would be totally different. hee. (= And my baby still loves me although I put on weight.

Sometimes, I just feel that our friendship ends here. Whats the point of having a friendship which is somehow like a 'hi & bye' thing? Well to be truth, you guys are no longer the important people in my life. Because my family and my baby is the IMPORTANT people in my life.. No matter what, they are always by my side. Not like you guys, fake friends. And this what you guys call 'J'? Must kidding. hahahahahahaha. Whatever~

2008-05-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

At last, I've customize my lappy. haha. And I think he looks extremely gorgeous. Opps, it should be a she since the skin I choose is a red flower abstract. She's looking sexy anyway. (=
Now I can tayang kn laptop I yg seksi ni. keke~

Oh I miss the baby so so much. I hope I get to see him on Wednesday.. Hee. I'm gonna hug him super dee tightly until he suffocates and kiss that smelly cheek of his. *kening naik tinggi*

2008-05-01T02:23:00.005+08:00

Now i'm waiting for the very right time to get out from the house. We actually suppose to go malaysia at around 1.30 but i guess there are some delays. Well, currently waiting for the whole family to get ready. aiyo.. I think at 3 then we cn proceed. duh~ So anw, on wednesday night the whole family went dinner at BREEKS(i made baby jealous. hee). Its been long since the whole family get together and have dinner. So, it was a great dinner afterall. (=

Mr Maswanto & Mdm Haniffah

And we pout. (=

2008-04-27T13:00:00.004+08:00

I really had fun with this guy *point finger up* yesterday. Gosh! I love faris ashraf so so much.. hee. We watched Superheroes yesterday. The show is extremely funny. haha! A great day spent after all. Thanks baby! I should not have doubt your love. =(

2008-04-26T11:04:00.003+08:00

Today supposely to be the best day of my life. But well, its only the starting of the day and i already feeling fucked up. haiz~ Seriously, i hate reading his blog.

I knw i've been busy lately. I can't be by your side every sec.. Maybe you just need someone new in your life. Arggh! I hate myself.

2008-04-23T09:36:00.003+08:00

I realise that since sch started, i've been busy. Gee. Its like i have no more time to do all the things i did during my holidays. ahahaha. Well frankly speaking, i do miss my holidays. ahaha. The only time for me to take a chill pill. I'm so stress out with all my module. Its getting difficult each day. aiyo.. And and, i think i get to meet baby only on wednesday and weekends. Since wednesday he finish sch at 2 while i finish at 2.50, he cn fetch me at home. But weekends i have to juggle my time either with family or baby. So saturday will be with baby and sunday with the family. Since sunday is a recharge day for babylove.. haha. So, overall i'll be meeting baby two days per week. Nvm, i can take it..

2008-04-20T20:32:00.003+08:00

Spent my sunday with the two people i love the most, Kak Amy and Baby. We went Vivo actually to collect Kak Amy's sim card at starhub costumer service. Then after that we went shopping. It was not actually planned. Each one of us bought something. haha. The day was well spent indeed. And baby being exceptionally funny today. He was dancing to this stupid music in Forever21 and the dance step was incredibly stupid. But its kind of cute when baby do stupid things. haha! I love that kentalan bachin.. In the bus when going bck home, i tried making baby sleep by hypnotizing him using my very own finger. Creative idea right. haha! Me and my lameness. Kak Amy even ask baby how he can tolerate with my stupid things. Because he loves me, of course he can tolerate. I know my baby love me so much.. haha!! Prasan nah aku.. But its true. hee.. (=

Tmrw monday.. So, its back to school! hmm. On the brighter side, i no longer feel bored at home. tsk tsk~

2008-04-18T09:13:00.004+08:00

Shessh~ I'm feeling so bored currently. Waiting for the time to go to sch I slept super early results to wake up super dee early.. haha. At nine plus i was dwn but i was disturbed by a msg which was actually not supposed to be send to me. So i replied then off my phone so i could continue my beauty sleep. And the next morning when i woke up, i read the two msg from that someone. Thanks a lot for not believing me. I can't say much. Seriously. There's nothing to be clarified cos everything will just turn into argument. Lately, your messages just been hurting me. Ah nevermind. I'm just being sensitive.. Okey whatever!

Its kind of bored waiting for the time to reach 11 so i can get my butts off to school. I want to stop thinking of this thing. I want to laugh out loud with my friends. Aku nk bebual blakang dngn mai pasl due bdk cine pt class aku. hahahhahaha!!

Lastly..

2008-04-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

I'm officially a NYPian.. haha! Today was the first day of school. I survived!!! First day always been the best. Because its basically self introduction or module introduction and no assignment given. I mean which lecturer in a right state of mind would give assignment on the very first day of school. haha! Overall, school was uber fun. I think i starting to like my course and for your info its my 8th choice. I wanted to appeal but after much thinking its just a waste of time since my grade is not that good. Bersyukur saje dngn ape yg ade kn. So a lot of familiar faces in NYP. haha! Baby picked me up. And while waiting for him to reach, sat with Zin and Rudy. Its really coincident when we bumped into zul in the train. Smue first day pe! hahah. There's one incident happened in the train which no need further elaboration.. Inside joke. I'm loving sch. =)

I need to update frequently.. Its been long since i update. haha. till then, toodles!

2008-02-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

So today was a very bad day for me. Ah i don't knw what's wrong with me. SERIOUSLY. I screw up big time.. Sorry, i'm just upset. Upset about everything happening lately.

I broke down. See, i'm a cry baby. I'm making myself sound pathetic.. haha. Daniel and Nadli were there comforting me. LOL, thanks alot u both. Although you guys were not much of a help. haha! And dan, high five!! We both are officially the pathetically sad kids. haha. While they were trying to cheer me up, i came out with this wacky idea. From where i were sitting, i just decided to fall to the ground and roll. haha, lame-ass. And those two stupid idiots also did. First was Dan,'eh aku pon nk try' After that was Nadli,'eh mcm best aje. aku pon nk try ah' Then Nadli complaint his butt was in pain. Look, there are both idiots.. haha! Around six plus, they went off. I sent off Nadli to the LRT before i go bck home. I'm so sweet... (=

Now i shall pamper myself with chocolates.. hee

2008-02-26T13:29:00.002+08:00

Something just nt right.. But i don't knw what. Fuck, whats wrong with me?? I just don't feel right. I feel like crying. Okey i'm such a cry baby. PERIOD.

2008-02-20T20:12:00.006+08:00

*jump for joy* Say what? Three of us going to the same Polythecnic.. Is it cool or is it cool? We cousin gonna rock the Poly. hakhak~ So, i got into NYP. Although i never get to early childhood, the course i really really hope to get to, i'm still happy with the course i get. hee~ Sabrina Yussof got in engineering informatic and Shafiqah Iqma got in nursing. While the ONE & ONLY me got in electronic, computer & comm engineering. haha! And and Zin also at NYP. haha

So yesterday when i reached iqah's house, i online and see what course i got into. When i gt to knw i got into NYP, all three of us jump for joy and hugged each other. haha! And when night comes, ape lagi celebrate ah. Ibu treat three of us swensen.. haha!

the three bitch who gt to NYP!! hakhak~

Iqah's

Shafiq's

Aini's

Ibu's

While we were waiting for ibu to finish work, we slack at Iqah's house.. Watched this hindustan story which i really love it. After that chill inside Iqah's room and talk about topics after topis. hah. This was what me and Iqah did to ririn when she was sleeping.. hillarious~

2008-02-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm stress out!
I've no job=no money!!!
& i've put on weight=i'm fat..
Hmmm.
=/

2008-02-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Botanic Garden with the boyfriend. The quality time spent was splendid! And baby being extra cute and sweet.. Seriously. We sat on the bench near the lake and talked about everything. haha. We also did snap some pictures.. I actually wanted to stay till night so i could see some ghost. But well, around 5 plus baby felt hungry so we went off. We walked from Botanic Garden to Forum. While walking, i ate ice cream. hee. Right after our food, i got a call from my mom saying that she's at Fareast Plaza with Rina and asked me to come down. So baby and i proceed there to meet them. hah. After doing some shopping we went KFC but me and baby never eat cos before that we ate at macdonald. hah. Ian and some of his friends joined us at KFC. Baby and i embarrassed Ian infront of my mum about he crying over a girl. hahahah. Bnyk kelakar.. Kak Amy and abg Wan came down. It was like some kind of a reunion. Cool kape? After some times, ian and his friends went off. Then ibu and Rina.. So left the four of us. We went off from Fareast and sat infront of Fareast. They smoked and we talked. Around 10 we went off.. Kak amy was disturbed by all three of us all the way. LOL.

So let the pictures do the talking:

2008-02-05T07:38:00.000+08:00

Things between me and baby is fine now. So alhamdulillah~ I hope in future i won't be giving baby problems after problems. Yelah aku kn problematic girl.. hakhak~ baby, wo ai ni! you fa ris? haha, inside joke people..

So anyway Ryan's birthday is coming. Better start thinking what's the best gift for him. I'm thinking of making 18 cup cakes. (It suppose to be a surprise. But hell Ryan won't even read my blog. haha!) I shall stick with that idea then. Maybe i cn ask baby to help me. Then Ririn will chip in the money. hahahaha. Its his 18th birthday, so the celebration have to be a special one. So my dearest bestfriend, prepare for the best gift ever in your life. hah. Lame sia aini hazwani..

=D

2008-02-03T07:28:00.000+08:00

Its been a fucked up week for me. No need further explanation or elaboration. I just hate myself.. Fuck this bitch man. Okey whatever.. Just forget about this paragraph.

Well, i just realise having a lot of friends doesn't mean that every single one of them is your true friend.. You had fun with this bunch of friends but at the end of the day only one or two will come to you when you are having problems. So moral of the story, don't make your friends as the first priority in your life. No matter what family comes first.. And the least person you expected, is the one who is a big help afterall. So Zul, thank you.. Thanks a lot for the companion and the advise which some of it is rather crap. You really saw my face when i cried huh. Okey keep it to yourself! Aku tau aku burok... LOL. Another advise, don't try to hide anything from your bestfriend because he or she will definitely know. Ryan, you just amaze me lah. I guess its true i can't hide anything from you. Do i really look obvious when i gt problems?? Maybe its written on my forehead that i gt problems and I need help.. hah.

I really had fun yesterday going out with my mom. Yes only the two of us. It was really not a planned outing. Its nt even an outing. haha. I really need a time alone yesterday, so like 11 plus i went out from my house to cck park. Sat there for like half an hour or so and then proceed to lot 1 library. I spent my time there reading books. I knw its been long i do that. So i really miss spending my quality time in the library alone reading books. But as i was reading my book quietly, some kids just have to disturb me. They were actually screaming and shouting. So i sat at another place which is near the computer. But this one kid just have spoil my silent reading. However i don't really mind cos he was effing comel.. When i looked at him, he was smiling at me and talking a weird language with his baby-like sound. Obviously that toddler is not local! He even reached for my hand. Hey cute boy, you somehow make my day ayy.. hee. Iqah, muke dier mcm yan nye adik. Sumpah aku tk bedek! haha. So after like hours of sitting in the library, i gt a call from zin and so i sat behind lot 1 talking with zin on the phone. I just can't fail to laugh about the topic we talked about. haha. That girl is seriously a bitch lah. A desperate one indeed! Right zin? haha. So after that, i went to bkt panjang to meet ryan and iqah. Ryan mcm maid siol! haha. After that, i went bck home. I felt really hungry because the whole day i never eat. So i called mum and she asked me to pick her at her workplace. haha like small kid right. I went out of my house again to tanjong pagar to meet my mum. We went masjid sultan and eat there.. I realise its been long since i went out with mum alone. So as a good daughter, i actually asked her out yesterday. Sweet right? haha. We talked about everything. I was talking about boyfriend most of the time. And mom was like, Faris sini Faris sane.. haha. After we walked at masjid sultan, proceed to my aunt house. Diana seriously cute and she just love me. hahah.

Overall, it was a well spent day yesterday. Eventhough i was all alone. I should do this more often right? Sorry Sabrina i never meet you yesterday.. I cried and i can't bear going town looking like a pathetic bitch . LOL.

2008-01-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

Tmrw will be the result for GCE OLEVEL.
screeeeaaam out loud students who waiting for result!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrrgggggh!!!! =D

2008-01-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

For the past few days,(from last wednesday) i've been sleeping over at the girls house, iqah and ririn. From weds until mon. Cool or what? haha. We had fun cleaning iqah's bedroom. We had fun folding all the clothes in her wardrobe. I actually tried on most of her clothes. So Taufiq and I were like playing dressing up. It was hilarious when taufiq dress up as an arabian boy. haha! We had fun 'ngopi' at iqah's house-minun teh susu oi! We had fun doing aerobic at ririn's house. No lah, actually I just sit down and watched both of them. haha! Laughing my ass of when iqah did the aerobic. Super dee duper funny lah that Shafiqah Iqma. I seriously had a great laugh when we were teasing both yan and baby cos they like to watch INDIAN SHOW. If hindustan boleh take it ah, but cerite keling stop it no more sei... hahahahahhaha. Iqah went bck home on monday cos she was down with fever. The girls supposed to sleep over my house on the monday. So its only ririn who sleep over my house. Iqah dear, you owe me one night at my house. LOL. She slept here until thursday.. Oh yes, she was bullied by kak amy throughout her sleepover at my house. Kick ass funny lah! Pity you ririn. On wednesday, she gt injection on both her arms. The most pity part was when kak amy accidentally bump into her injected arm. Itu pompuan pekik maha pekik siol!!! We seriously had fun karokaeing and playing at the playground. LOL. Imagine four teenage girls(me, ririn, kak yun and kak amy) playing and laughing at the playground... wahahahahaha. Yesterday, i went bck to ririn's house because we planned to do aerobic together. And today i'm bck at my house again. Each of us bck to our own house.. haha.

Then just now from ririn's house, went to baby house. We spent our day watching this scary movie called SROOM. hahahahaha. And i was uzap-ing just now. LOL.

2008-01-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

30 mins ago, got a call from daniel saying that he coming over to take his earpiece at my house. And when i went outside of my house, there it was Daniel, Ian, Ryan and Iqah. Ian was super hyperactive.. Idk why. hahaha! Ryan said that because he 'kehilangan' his love one. hee kesian~ The funny thing was, Daniel going jogging!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. I once dream that he was obese and yes now he do put on a lot weight. LOL. Now he wants to burn that fat. Mcm P kamu. Daniel, when i'm well we'll go jogging together eh. hahah.

Just now when baby showed his second year timetable, i was a bit upset. The fact he everyday will end his class at either 4, 4.30 or 5. That means less time for me. And plus, i can't talk to him on the phone cos we often fight. Haiyo! But no matter what, you still have to go to school. I don't want to hear any excuses, nothing. Unless you sick, then cn you skip class.. Okey love? =)

I'm now seriously sick.. Damn! My immune system so weak. I can easily fall sick. As usual, my mother said i sick because i go out often. But baby even cool, he said its because the previous time i fall sick i never take medicine so i tend to get sick again. hahaha. Kelakar itu anak ahmad.. Baby accompanied me to clinic just now. Spent 45 bucks, i gt 4 diff medicine. My throat really hurts. I can't talk, eat and had difficulties in breathing when i lay down. Aiyoyo.. Kental lah sakit.

2008-01-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

The earlier part of the day was spent with baby and zul. We went Beach Rd to buy Zul's shoe for school. Alamak!! Tmrw u guys start start schooling huh? Boring arh!! hahahahahaha. Surprisingly, we went bck home right after Zul bought his shoe. Actually right after we had our food. Believe it. hah!! Reached cck at 5 and got to know that my mother going geylang with my aunt. So i met her at the void deck and tag along. hah! Reached home like 8 plus..

My Saturday was spend with my baby alone. Yes, only the two of us. hee. Before we went for our movie date, we sent my sister to my mother's workplace. And seriously, baby was like acting handsome in front of my mother. haha! SA lah baby.. So took train with ibu but we alight at city hall while ibu and rina alight at bugis. Movie watching at Marina Square was uber great! Movie picked was Alien vs Predator. This highly recommended for people who prefer action movie. haha! The movie was great but can't they make the alien and predator a much nicer look? Their feature was scary. I actually had nightmare after i watched the movie. Hee. And as usual, i irritate baby throughout the show. Well i have to avoid looking at the scary alien and predator right. haha. He was concentrating on the show while i ask many questions and make unnecessary noises. LOL. Baby even said to me that the next time we watch movie, he won't sit beside me. How bad cn he be? aiya.. hahahahahahaha. After our movie, chilled at the fountain of wealth. We were like 'boring arh!' all the way throughout our journey.. haha! The sweetest thing baby did yesterday was, HE ACTUALLY LAY DOWN HIS SWEATER ON THE GROUND FOR US TO SIT COS THE GROUND WAS WET. hee. The funny part was when he told me how he's going to propose to his love one when he's older. LOL. Baby just love to imagine how his future will turn out! hahaha. Overall, i had a really really really great time with Faris Ashraf on that Saturday night.. Baby, we should do this frequently right. hee. I reached home like 11 and surprisingly mother never nag. Baby keep saying that because i'm out with him thats why my mother felt secure.. LOL. You never fail to crack me lah baby! hahahahahahaha.

The word of the day was, "aik".. Just now, we were like"aik" all the way at beach road. haha. It was so hilarious. Thanks sia zul. Thanks to you i'm hooked with the "aik" sound.. LOL. Tmrw baby starting school. I'll be a pathetic boring girl sitting at home while baby happily having fun in school. Aiya i want school! Result faster out lah..

2008-01-05T12:12:00.000+08:00

Baby acting differently lately.. Somehow i feel like he's getting sick of me. or am i just being paranoid??

2008-01-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

Towning with zul, ian and baby just now. To be exact, our intention was to send ian's camera for repair. After our lunch, we walked all the way to plaza singapura to meet iqah then off to middle road to send that camera. Baby went off early. Thanks ayy! I'm invisible to you.. Forget about him. So after which we met daniel and ryan. The sight of them just freaked me. Both of them were wearing the exact same shirt which is a black superman tee. That was so gayish! God, i pity there girlfriends.. hahahahahahaha. And as usual, they denied and they say 'this is call J' Whatever guys.. I was asking this question to daniel, 'What if one you and ryan realise you guys like each other? Not as in friends?' Daniel gave me that look and said, 'No aini! Hell no!' hahahahahahaha. We played pool at this place near Redbar.. Serious speaking, i fall in love with that place. Let's go again another day guys! hee. Around 6 plus we went off. The funny thing is, in the train i got a msg from rudy saying that he was at rc waiting for me. So i thought, wow rudy that sweet huh wait for me. But it was not what i thought it was. He wanted back his girlfriend's shade so he have to wait for me to come bck. hahahahaha. So when daniel send me off to my block, we saw rudy and unexpectedly baby too was sitting at my void deck. After like 15 min or so, daniel and baby went off. Rudy and i sat at the void deck until 9.30 talking rubbish. duh, what more cn you expect from rudy.. LOL. We were talking mostly about our future.. The funny part was, we were imagining and planning how our future will be like. Rudy Firdaus, u just never fail to make me laugh my ass off. We were seriously laughing loudly lah just now.. Kite due bdk mcm phm oi. hahahahah!

I seriously despise your attitude just now. Damn lah! Why are you always like that. I don't want to point finger at you. You just force me to.. What did wrong until you ignore me. I'm like an invisible person. You don't even tell me that you were leaving just now. It was ian who told me. Thank eh.. =DD

okey freaking no mood..

2008-01-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

The day was spent with baby, ian and rudy. We went yew tee and ate at the western stall. Baby was bullied by the me, ian and azrul. haha! pity kamu.. It was quite funny when he sulk and actually sat at another table with his plate and drink. LOL. And when he came back to our table, he was like yaya papaya push the seat but it hit his balls. hahahahahahahahaha ahmad's son is stupid. After our lunch proceed to baby's house and then rudy joined us. Azrul went off. We watched I AM LEGEND from laptop. After the movie watching, that three gundus made beat and their own song. Interesting plus plus hilarious. They create their own song. And dearest Ian, stop it with your dance ayy. The song turned out to be a nice one! Two thumbs out for all three of you. hee. Dh boleh jadi popular. Popular dari Aliff Aziz tapi tk bleh kalah kn Taufiq Batisah.. haahaahaahaahaa~

2008-01-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Breeks is highly recommended.. haha! Went breeks at causeway point just now. Ordered a choc brownie with cheese and cookies & cream smoothie. It was delicious and also finger liking good! Serious, should try it again some other time. And the most funniest thing is when all of us went out of the cafe, all the crew shouted 'thank you for coming!' with a smile on their faces. They shouted all together.. They even stop what they were doing. haha! funny. They sound so cute. LOL

So, presenting the brownies.. It looks nice right but it taste even better. I swear you won't waste money on it. hee. nice nice! =D baby, next time we eat at Breeks nk? LOL.

2008-01-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, HAPPY YEAR 2008!!! =DD

Countdown was a blast! Obviously its super dee duper fantastic when you are with the person you really really love. hee. And also with the lovely friends. =D There was me, baby, zul, rudy, ryan, dan, iqah, mai, fad, jepp and taufiq.. We actually planned to go Marina but some people just want to go vivo badly. *point finger to rudy* For god sake, i swear vivo was a crowd! But we actually found a place where there's actually not so many people and we chilled there. Had our laughing session. Just before the clock strike midnight, we sat in a circle and actually shared the good and bad things in year 2007. We actually rated our 2007 and most of the rating was below 7. Well 2007 has been a really bad year for me and also them. Right guys? We talked about our new year resolution. And ryan, the things you said yesterday i really hope u mean it. =D We even played truth or dare but yesterday was without the dare. So its truth for everyone.. hah. So around 11.40 we proceed to the countdown place and join in the countdown. I gt a first hug of the year from baby. hee.. We actually play this 'game', first _____ of the year, where we do anything and we just say out my first ____ of the year. hah. I had fun with you bunch of people. And i really do hope 2008 will be the best year for us. I love ryan and daniel!!!!!! Seriously, when the three of us hugged at 12 plus just now i felt like crying. I realise that its been long and i really miss you guys. SERIOUSLY. ='( we must hang out more often cos i realise we've been drifting apart.. Ian, you miss the fun but happy new year afterall my dearest friend. He never fails to be by my side when i have problems. hee. Zul, 2008 we will be close friend, as close as year 2007. Rapat se rapat rapat nye eh? LOL. Rudy!!!!! My 'sedare ipar' a.k.a friend tersayang, i don't want you to make the same mistake like last year. You knw i knw.. =D And my dearest cousin Sabrina, you've been miss by all. aiya. Lastly to my baby, i really love you from the bottom of my heart. So cn i spent the rest of my 2008 with you? hee. =DD

Okey, its hard for me to accept the fact that today is actually already year 2008. hah. Time flies fast bitch! 2007 has been ups and downs. But mostly downs lah.. Too much crying. But, when i'm with the zoofriends its always been a wonderful moment. But we actually spent our year without Umi. Which is terrible.. boo. God, let 2008 be a memorable year for me. Not bad memories but good memories.. ^-^

2007-12-29T10:39:00.000+08:00

Going to Ian's christmas party later on. Actually, i don't feel like going. But since Ian insist me to go. Well i know i'm like the main person right. I must there cos if i'm not there the party won't be happening. LOL. i know you love me that much Ian. haha! Since i'm your loyal friend, i'll be there.. See, i'm your kwn terbaik! =D Furthermore, Fadhli and Taha will be there too.. I so miss the both of them. So for old time sake, i'll be at your christmas party Ian. It better be the best party i ever been to ayy! hahahahahahahahahahaha.

2007-12-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

I have a confession, i really hate that bitch. Serious shit nye lah.. I never hate a person before, serious. So this is how it feels like huh? Well met up Zul, with baby just now. Our hot topic of the day is, well about that b-i-a-t-c-h. See, thats how much i hate her. I may sound mean but gee i can't help it. I just hate her. Hearing her name just makes me go eeewwww.. Then met Taufiq and Syamil at civic centre. Zulfiqar officially known as Z-pet.. hahahahahahahahaahah. Its an inside joke. hah!

The year 2008 is nearing.. So its gonna be goodbye 2007 and hello 2008! (=

2007-12-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

I was reading someone's blog and it stated that school reopen next week. I was getting excited cos i miss friends badly and i'm getting bored staying at home doing exactly nothing. But it suddenly struck my mind that I'M A PATHETIC O-LEVEL STUDENT WHO IS TIRED OF WAITING FOR RESULTS WHICH WILL BE OUT ON 24 JANUARY. How pathetic does it sound? Utterly pathetic. Now this is the problem with me-when its a school period i just can't get my butts off to school but when its during holiday my eagerness of going to school is just there. hah! Now, i realise that i no longer can step foot at Choa Chu Kang Secondary. Next year will be a new school and a whole new people. And good bye to old habits!

I miss getting kisses from mom whenever i step out of the house to go to school. I miss walking on the pathway where sometimes i'll bump into either siti, jac or hani. I miss smiling to the security guard whenever i enter the school. I miss saying 'i forgot to bring' whenever Miss Lim ask for mc(see i always never bring and initially that dumb teacher will forget) I miss 'fighting' with my partner, Shiling. I miss looking behind and see the charming Eugene. And beside him will be Jackie who never fails to disgust us by the way she eats. hahahahahahahaha. But i love that disgusting freak and i miss her so much! I miss the time when each and everyone of us kept interrupting Miss Lim a.k.a Mushroomhead lesson. I miss the face she gave us whenever we do that. I miss the time when our class will be damn quiet when Mr Narain pass our class and then continue to make noise. I miss Mdm Prema's lessons cos her lessons is the best and will always be. I miss malay class where all the noise will always come from our group. haha. I miss the class jokers,Shawnald,Jamuna,Melvin etc. I miss each and everyone of you in 4/5!!!!

I once said that i can't wait to get out from the school and i really hate the school. Seriously, i still hate the school. But the people in it, i mean SOME, just made my day during my studies in that secondary school.. Seriously i miss them! And i'm not quite ready to meet new people and i don't think its easy for me to adapt to a new environment. Insyaallah!

I love you more and more each day.. In relationships we have our ups and downs. Maybe from there our love will grows. yes, it does right baby! 26 marks the day but to me it doesn't matter. Cos when i'm with you, everyday is special. Maybe, the 26th is extra special? hah. baby, i really love. i really do. (=

2007-12-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

At last, got the chance of going out with you darling. I'm just so so glad. I was too euphoric about the outing yesterday. Well no words can describe how happy i was, spending time with you yesterday. Yes its been eons. I miss you Zulfiqah. We should go out together more often you know cos i really really miss the old days. Its disappointing when Rudy can't make it. I was waiting for that moment to happen. All this while i hope you guys will make up with each other. And yesterday that moment was about to happen but Rudy's ezlink card just have to screw it up. hee. Rudy's card spoilt so he cnt meet us. It was suppose to be a surprise for Zul but i just can't help it but to blurt it out.. hee. Zul was smiling from ear to ear when he acknowledged that Rudy will forgive him. I'm proud of you Rudy! So we can go back just like the old time? =D

So my Saturday was spent with Zulfiqah, Sabrina and my Faris Ashraf. The first thing i saw Zul, i said "Zul, mate kau masih same jugak. Masih sepet jugak. hahahaha." And Zul never fails to come out with ludicrous riddles and jokes. He always bring smile to everyone. Thats what i like about that guy. hah. Seriously we spent 70% of the day yesterday. WALKING. hah. Its that Sabrina's fault, like what baby said. LOL. Yesterday, too much fighting between Sabrina and Faris. haha. The cat and dog..

Faris Ashraf looks super hot yesterday with his red shirt!! haha, so random. When he was sitting on the chair at my void deck, i almost don't recognize him at first. believe or not.

2007-12-14T08:50:00.000+08:00

My model of the day, Faris Ashraf:

This was when he was doing his recording. So i was actually bored and i came out with an idea of making him my so called 'model'. Get it? 'MODEL' haha I actually interrupted him when his verse started. tsktsk. I intended to take some candid shots, you knw while he was caught unaware. But this guy, he knw i wanted to take his pictures and he starts posing. See, he loves to take pictures. He gets excited when the pictures turn out to be nice. I tell you, he's in love with himself. LOL.

2007-12-13T10:18:00.000+08:00

Okey i'm down with a fever.. Thanks to the rain! I'm actually lying down while blogging. Believe it or not. My body just too weak to function. And i can't eat anything.. I'll just vomit out the food i eat. kns lah. Faris Ashraf forcing me to take medicine. Wahlau him! I feel like dying. Help me, end this pain for me.. ='(

2007-12-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

The earlier part of the day was spent with the two bitches, ririn and siti, We went city hall because ririn got to know that there's job vacancy and she wanted to try her luck. However the interview was not at city hall but other place. So we decided to just call it off and went to eat at LJS. So the hot topic of the day was the usual 'tetek' topic. Don't get it wrong ayy. Its an inside joke. Right girls? =D We should do more outings so we can talk about that stupid 'tetek' more.. LOL

The bitches. hah.

At night, went somewhere in yishun to catch prawns. The place just make a 'wow' effect in me. Serious. There's like a pool table, a pool of prawns where people can catch it, small fishes where the small kids can catch them (i actually catch them with me hands. heh) and a whole lot of big fishes which i don't even know what fish was that where we can feed them. The fishes mouth were seriously like vacuum. No kidding. Sadly, there's no video taken when cik man caught the biggest prawn.. I was busy eating peanuts and drinking redbull. heh. We reached home around one. =D

hello mr prawn..

cam-whoring with mr prawn.

I don't knw the taste of the prawn. But seeing the way kak amy wanting to eat it, it must be yummy. hah.

Nurul Syakila

This is where we feed the vacuum-mouth fishes.

Lastly, the uncooked prawns. The prawns actually still moving. Poor prawns..

2007-12-10T08:46:00.001+08:00

This was on the way to causeway point last two days. People were actually looking at us and some even smiling thinking that this two girls are actually retard, taking stupid faces of themselve in Mass Rapid Transport(MRT). hah! =D

So, let the pictures do the talking. When two sisters start cam-whoring:

This was the only 'nice' picture

presenting, Nur Aini Hazwani

& Nur Ayuni Hazwani

The Scream

Presenting, Nur Masturina

the person behind us is a bapok. serious.

2007-12-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

Enchanted is a must show to watch!! =D Main reason is, Princess Giselle(Amy Adam) is so cute, funny and hilarious. So, went causeway point for a movie. We sneaked in ramly burger into the cinema. Cool or what. heh. (=

2007-12-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

Alright, i'm getting bored here. Like what Faris Ashraf say, 'baby you can't stay at home lah.' Yeah man its true.. heh. Its only 1 plus, and i already felt the boredom. I just need to get out from this house. Be it to cheers which is right in front of my flat, i don't care. There's seriously nothing to do in my house. I'm getting sick and tired of playing computer. Plus scrolling channels in cable tv, equally boring cos there is no freaking nice story.. waduh!! I'm convincing Faris to accompany to Bkt Panjang Plaza. Its been so long since i step there. The last time was the day before Umi left for Indonesia. Oh i miss Umi very much. Yeah Faris agrees!! My lifesaver lah you. See my baby rocks lah sei. (=

I shall get ready now before that guy nag.. toodles~

2007-12-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

Friends are easy to find, but true friends?? I doubt so. So our years of friendship, does it ends here. It breaks my heart that now we are drifting apart. Since when guys? Its just so different now. When i meet you guys its just not the same as it was last time. Is it me or is it you guys, I don't even know. I keep blaming myself cos well its me who always avoid you guys. Maybe the fact that each of us are attached? No, i don't hate your partner. I hate myself because i'm selfish.. If i have the opportunity to turn back the time, it would be the time when we had our laughter at vivo city, also not forgetting escape theme park. Can i? Dream on aini. I just miss us..(me, ririn, ryan and daniel) Please tell me we gonna be bestfriend forever. ='( Zulfiqah i also do miss you!

I suddenly miss Umi Kalthom very much. And zoofriends, i miss you guys alot alot alot!!! We should go out sometimes. =D

2007-12-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

oh, how could i abandon my blog.. It have been ages since i last update the blog! Damn. Been busy lately. But seriously, i don't even know what kept me busy. Seems that this few days, time just flies super fast. One moment its already the next day. So treasure every minute of your life, like what i'm doing now. heh. Quite a lot of things happen in my life. Bad things or good things? Obviously most of it is good things. I'm just too happy with my life now. Yes seriously. Having someone special by your side is the best thing that could ever happen in your life. (=

So anyway, i just got back from chalet. I had truck load of fun!!! The gathering with relatives have always been the best things but this chalet was the bestest bestest ever even though our all time favourite uncle was not there. hah. The aunties acting like teenagers nowadays was super hilarious. They were like 'merepek ah lu' all the way. Sometimes, they just act like small kids. LOL. Not forgetting, the babies!!! Hannah and Diana was unusually energetic. Yes super energetic.. They were running around and seriously can't stop laughing when i played with them. Oh that two adorable babies. Hannah is so manje and Diana is super cute when she kissed me with a 'muah' sound. haha! I had fun shaking booty with Shafiqah Iqma and Sabrina Yussof.. LOL. The current favourite song is, give me more. hahahahahaaha! We actually grind each other. woohoo~ We girls actually manage to ton and we slept like at 8 plus in the morning? hah. But the boys was so kental, around three plus they went flat. LOL. So overall, i enjoyed my three days stay there. Most probably we are having chalet again during June. Yes we should right.. haha!

Many pictures taken during the stay. I shall post it once i get some of them from Sabrina. heh. Okey this may be random, but i just love that hottie boyfriend a lot. A LOT!!! (=

2007-11-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

Three more papers and i'm free beb! (:
Wooohooo~
Okey, i'm going study with syg.

2007-10-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

in simple words, i love you all. (:

Well, Hari Raya is nearing & i'm seriously not in the mood of celebration. The fact that the big O is coming. two more weeks. people, panic with me!!! Argh i can't wait for this end. I have actually plan out and write out a list of what i want to do after this major examination. haha! Seriously speaking, i have no confident in getting good grades. Just be it lah eh. tawakal real hard sei when entering the hall.

i love my friends lah. heh

2007-09-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY, 230907

FRIDAY, 210907

the extravaganza(behind) ^-^

ALL TOGETHER.

Since 2005.

notice, they all look 'fierce'? LOL

2007-09-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

I've never touch you since ages! Oh i miss you so. haha

Afternoon world! So that first line was meant for my dearest blog. I know i've abandon it and letting it looks dead. hah. My last update was like one mth ago! God, i'm sorry mr blogger. (:

My sunday and monday was spent studying with Nur Sabrina Bte Yussof.(which was a blast) Si anak pak usop tu.. LOL. fyi, i did not attend sch on monday. hah. So 50% of our time we did study. However, another 50% we basically talk among each other and taking pictures. hah. Yes i know we both are not discipline. hah. Less than one mth for o-lvl, and we girls should seriously buck up. haha!(& that was suppose to be reminded mths ago.) So on sunday, after our study we managed to proceed to town because someone just have the urge to go there. That anak pak usop lah. haha. Reached home, 11 plus. & on monday, went town again.(but with a reason, i bought sch skirt. hah) Then off to library at Taka to study.(mcm p) Well Sabrina, you knw i knw kn. When nearing break fast time, went geylang. haha! Yes we both 'kaki merayap'. Sabrina Yussof, do you know that i love you? LOL. well you should knw. and abg police at the airport sungguh hot.com & ganteng banget ayy. haha.

& just now at class, 8 freaking ppl never come. haha! people, olvls coming lah sei. hah! Someone birthday is coming. Should i buy for him something?? hah

2007-08-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

LATE NIGHT REVISION.
credit goes to nescafe. it helps me to keep awake. (:

2007-08-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to my dearest Tengku Md Daniel!! (:
& i know the video is so sweet right..
We surprised him with a birthday cake on the advance of his birthday because of some reasons.
Dear, you are lucky to have us as your friends. heh. (:
So hang out at his house till one plus in the morning. & we had a great laugh.
More pictures upload once i get it from dear ririn. I'm exhausted...

2007-08-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

The Singaporeans wearing red and white.
Jetplanes flying. & baby actually cover her ears with her face about to cry.(damn its so hillarious and all of us actually laugh at her. then she starts laughing with us. )
Commenting on mats&minahs dressing.(aunty, you rock my socks.)
Snapping pictures.
Lastly, fireworks right infront of our own eyes.
This year national day was so different, beside the fact that its located at Marina Bay.
Seeing everyone seating at the padang eagerly waiting for the fireworks make me realise that Singaporean all like semangat-mangat..(including us lah. we actually brought food, like picnic there lah sei)
I mean its worth as the fireworks was freaking nice!!
Besides the fact that its crowded, and we had difficulties going home.

So, HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Meeting up with dear friends later. We making this special video for Tengku Md Daniel's birthday. I so can't wait for Saturday to come! (:

2007-08-04T13:17:00.000+08:00

Meeting the loved ones at 2 later but i still have not yet bath. LOL.
Well i'll always be the last one to come. (:
Damn i realise its been long since i go out with all that crazy people. Oh yes i love them.
dey rockss rockss my socks bahxx.... LOL.
haha so now i shall get ready. (:

2007-07-31T14:15:00.000+08:00

People, ask me how i'm feeling.. Much much better than yesterday, the last two days and the past few days since prelim is finally over. Finally, no more major exams in school except for o-level lah.. Damn i'm soo glad. No more zombie-like aini for now. hah. But tmrw, lesson as per normal and i don't like. I'm used to having paper every single day and go home super early to study. haha. Yes aini becoming a geek. I can't wait for o-level and just get over the nervous feeling in me. Say hello to o-levels. (:

Went Cine Leisure to catch a movie with a friend yesterday. He insisted watching ALONE, so we did. And I bet he was freak out by my shouting and screaming. I swear i was the loudest in the cinema. LOL. So i was covering my eyes the whole time trying to avoid the scary part but the moment i open my eyes, there come the ghost. Damn. Oh i even scratched my friend's hand. hehe. Try sitting beside me when watching scary movie. hah. Overall, had fun yesterday. I had fun calling him mat rep. LOL. too bad friend..

Town during weekdays are just plain boring, right ridzuan?

2007-07-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

I just can't believe it that i studied for this whole week. Which is soo surprising, i know. Well this is what prelim had done to me. I mean, Chua Chu Kang Sec is the ONLY sch where the prelim starts on 23.07.07 Its way too early compare to other schools. Which i find it so stressful. I mean, there's too many to revise but too little time. So i guess, just prey for the best. May allah bless me. Amin!

150707. The day when our abg ryan treat us at PASTAMANIA. He spent about 50 bucks. hoho. We ketok him habisan. Once in a while right, so its nothing. (: So next time you want to treat us at where? heh. Tengku Md Danial was supposed to tag along but he was too TIRED. So Ryan became the pimp for that day. And so let the pictures do the talking.

me and the half-ryan.

The tak menjadi picture.

They are my love.

Yes, it looks mouth-watering. But i tell you, its SPICY.

PASTAMANIA.

like ririn says, add cheese, then like, then eat.

when ryan was full.

and we all were full.

we actually found a hard-boiled egg in the train. wonder where it came from.
thinkthink**

2007-07-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

Daniel, this is a nice show!! How can you say its boring.. dumbass.
And you rate the show only 6/10??
I mean it deceive more right...

I miss ibu so much.. No pointing crying, i know. One week without ibu equals to HELL. Yes, i'm such a mummy girl. Now, i have no one to complaint to about schools and people around. I mean, how can i share with my sisters? They are so busy with their own things. And ayah, i bet he can't be bothered. Afterall, this whole family just can't do without ibu by our side. (: I just can't hold back the tears. I miss ibu so much and i always not at home whenever she called home. I'm such a bad daughter. I'm sorry.

2007-07-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

THE CUTE BABY:

This is the cutest of all. (:

baby want to polish her finger?

2007-07-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

07.07.07. I actually wore green on that day. Support LIVE EARTH people. Fellow Singaporean, reduce, reuse and recycle.. (: And do you realise that Singapore is getting hotter and hotter. Alert. its global warming people. I mean everyone should play a part. Its afterall our earth. So on that particular day, there's actually quite a number of people wearing green. Its quite nice to see people supporting the LIVE EARTH. So let the picture to the talking:

The star wars thing.

Ian, Khairul, Aini, Daniel. -Alep was the cameraman

I wore green. Did you?

NurAiniHazwani.TengkuMdDaniel

When its only three of us.

And so long.

Yes we never take lots of picture on that day cos we spent most of the time accompanying alep shopping. Dear Alep, you are such a hassle. You are the first guy i know who takes a VERY long time to shop. And Ian was hoping mad that time. LOL. Seriously, Alep you need some fashion advise. Aini to the rescue, i shall be your fashion advisor! hohoho. Khairul you like matrep-the matrep cicak kering nak mampos. As i was the only girl, i get bullied most of the time. Damn you guys.

These few days, i feel very lethargic in school. However, i still force myself to still go school. (:
I'm thinking of going to MI after my o-level. heh. Tara!

2007-07-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

How could you do this to me? Now how can i live without you by my side? You are important in my life. Well you know that. So why you gt the cheek to leave me? How am i suppose to live this way? I know i've been treating you harshly all this while, but still i love you and i need you. Its been more than 7 mths and i swear you are longest among all.. Our ups & downs we share together. Well now it will always be a memory which i will hold tight to. I know its fated for us to be apart. I will get a new HANDPHONE next mth. But i will miss you and you will always be my best, SONY ERICSON K750i...... Since 18.11.2006-02.07.2007 *sobsob

Malay oral was.......... NO COMMENT. Topic was darm easy, the problem is with me. Allah!!

2007-07-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

Its a wonder why some people can yayapapaya talk about others when he or she actually don't even know them. Like don't judge a book by its cover ayy.

Went study with Zul. He called and ask me to go study with him at Jrg library. Alright its just funny, the fact that Zul actually study. Yes Md Zulfiqah actually went study with the oh-so-super-duper-lovely Nur Aini Hazwani. hah. Even Ririn don't believe it when i called her to come down Jrg library. (: However, that woman can't come down cos she say she have to complete her art work.(the truth is she's a lazy bum. hah.)

So after that, met Rudy at gombak and he treat all of us. Rudy is being nice to all of us today.. Its just not Rudy ayy. hahahahahaha. But no matter what, thanks for the treat. For today, we all love Md Rudy Firdaus. As for Ririn, being the person who will only come down when someone treat her food, she actually willing to come down gombak. Oh library can't go ayy. Aiya you.

And now i'm bloated. God, i need to burn that holiday fats.........

2007-07-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'm so exhausted.. Well i just reached home from wlds and totally drain out from yesterday outing. hah.

So, yesterday met up with Zul and Daniel to watch the soccer match at Kallang stadium. Zul's sister and brother decided to like last minute follow. It was lucky that tickets still selling ayy. So all of us proceed to Kallang including Alep, Alep's girlfriend and Alep's friend(he is so freaking loud) Quite upsetting when the three of them can't join the remaining us as they bought the north entrance ticket. Like they so gundu lah. So we separated.. hah. Thanks to Zul's sis, we missed the first 15 min of the legend match, S'pore vs M'sia. Like all the legendary player from Singapore and Malaysia played. It was well a slow match. They are old mine you, with bald hair and bloated stomach. haha. After the veteran match, S'pore vs Australia. Like Aussie score 3 goals. It was so obvious. How can you compare S'pore player and Aussie player, Aussie players are so skill!! Actually Singapore can score the goal but then all hit the goal post. Selenge kn S'pore. Australia keeper is so TALL... He just raised his hand and another min the ball was on his hand. Bloody tall sia, like there's no need for him to jump for the ball. See, singapore could have score that if the keeper is slightly shorter. hah. And Ridzuan(sorry i don't know how to spell his name) whats up with the hair???? Oh S'pore vs Aussie so you have to have blonde hair. Aiya you mcm matrep lah. Why you can't even catch the ball, mcm matrep lah. hahaha! Too bad my boyfriend not playing. ALAM SHAH YOU HOTTIE.. (: Final score, 3-0. Australia won. Three cheers!!

After the match, there was like firework show. It was fabulous!! And some band, i'm not so sure the name, played some music. Oh they played STARLIGHT. Like weeee-hahahahaha!!!!! K ak Fizah, we could make a great team ayy. haha. I'm so gonna lost my lovely voice. You rock my socks, but your voice rock my socks more.. Well, after match Zul, Kak Fizah(Zul's sis) and Amy(Zul's bro) went Lau Pa Sat to have a bite. Daniel went early cos he have to watched movie with tha family. Aiya you pantat lah Daniel.. As all of us were exhausted from the shouting, we decided to go off around 12 plus after we finish eating. Took cab to wlds(i don't feel like going home so i decided to sleep at aunt house.) Kak fizah, thanks for the treat!!!!!!! ^-^

And now my whole body aching.. Accompany aunt shopping just now. hah.

2007-06-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Oh god, tmrw sch!!!!!!!!!!!! School reopens like TOMORROW, yes tmrw. Like can't believe it right.. Someone pinch me, and please say its just a nightmare. I don't get the feel of holiday. awwww, can we extend the hols. Pretty please.... aiya. BORING. The fact that the ITE peeps still having their hols envy me. you bloody guys cn still enjoy your hols ayy. Duh.
Well that saturday, spent time with the ZOOfriends. Girls day out and well its been long since we go out together ayy. Though we don't quite spent time with each other during the hols, i still love you guys. You knw LOVE you retards.. hoho. We walked around bugis street searching for a desired clothes but end up all bought nothing. hah. I wanted to buy that necklace, but hell i need to SAVE money.. We went off from bugis like very early, which is around 5. The three darlings went back home, so i decided to meet rudy for awhile. So went to Sheqal house cos all the gundu were at his house. Like oh my god, when i reach sheqal's house guess what they were watching??? Please not 'that kind' of show, get that dirty thought out of your mind. They were like watching this hindustan story!! Like oh my god right. For guys, its just not right. All went off from sheqal's house around 7.30 and we sit under the block for a while. Actually i wanted to go bck, but that bugger sheqal beg not to cos he's bored at home. I actually made a promise to mom that i'll be home before 9. As sheqal promised to send me bck, i decided to stay for awhile. 9.45 all of us went home and well i save money!!!! Sheqal sent me like until under my block, with his piyo-piyo. Look, what are friend for. LOL. Imagine ayy, you see a nicely dress girl riding a piyo-piyo.. Get the picture, its just weird. haha. But anyway sheqal, thanks for the ride. Ezlink save!! (:
I spent my sunday, reading this book i borrowed yesterday... Tmrw school. BOOOOOO

2007-06-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

I saw a bangla piercing his ear just now at Lot 1. haha. Wah the bangla want to act pai kia eh. Then with his piercing he can impress the indon maid, then after that they like happy-happy together.. okey its WEIRD ayy. The Bangla & Indon Maid love story. LOL

2007-06-14T17:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to the dearest sister! Its just not right. Its your birthday, and you still not coming back home.. Everyone at home miss you badly. I just want to say sorry cos all this while i've been hating you. Yes i hate you all this while! Why you have to make worry? Why u just leave home? Why sister? I just hate to see you this way. Seriously it breaks my heart to see you going around without any qualification and just know how to enjoy. Everyone have the opportunity to study. But you, you were given that opportunity but you just blow it. I know how dissapointed mom is with you. Every mother want to see her children success in life.. I hate it when you choose the wrong path! Why all this while you just think about enjoying?? And i hate it when you broke your promise to ibu that will change for the best. Crap. I hate you! But no matterwhat you are still my sister. Mom ask me to forgive and forget. Now i'm trying to. Don't you even care about your family?? You know i miss you.. Please come back sister.

Oh i just can't wait for tmrw.. its gonna be a whole day out in the sun! (: i love my kawan-kawan..

2007-06-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

Oh my room is seriously in a messy state. So well decided to clean it.. The mother so gonna be proud of me. (: I felt like a maid aye, with my hair sticking out.. haha. And now my body aching.

These few days, mom is irritated with me cos i lost my wallet like AGAIN. If the zoofriends know, they so gonna nag at me too. Look i tell you, i'm under a curse. She is so pissed off when i told about it. heh. I lost my wallet like countless of time.. Mom say there's no need for me to use a wallet. hah.

2007-06-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went Sentosa with the family. So let the pictures do the talking..

We actually watched the Sentosa 4Dmagix. Well it was great. They actually sprinkle out water from the seat. Interesting aye. We got out from the cinema with our face wet. haha. There was
this part when a swamp of bee coming towards us, i actually shouted. It looked so real. And i think the spec is like so cool..

She sell sea shell on the sea shore.
Shall we sell sea shell on the sea shore.
We shall sell sea shell on the sea shore.
(try saying it at a much faster rate.)

On the way back home from Sentosa, me and the sister actually challenge who can say it faster. hah. The other sister, the mother and the father actually joined us. So initially the trip was double fun.The cable car ride and all.. I don't know Singapore have a very nice scenery.. The sister and me just won't stop camwhoring. I felt like a tourist yesterday cos i wow-ed at evrything i saw. Hey its been long since i step foot there.. This friday, going there like AGAIN but with the loved ones.

I'm in love with jac's tattoo. It super nice!! I want one.. (:

2007-06-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

OUT OF ALL CARTOON CHARACTER, YOU GUYS CALL ME PATRICK..

wahlau thanks sei fir, its like all thanks to you all of them call me Patrick. I know i blur lah.. aiya. Well i really had fun hanging out with the ITE BB kids two days straight. Rudy's sis looked so pretty yesterday. I WANT TO GET MARRIED! haha. Woah~~ Both of you twins now know how to disturb people already aye. Big improvement dudes but irritating. For the last time, i'm not Patrick.

I got bruises on my hand.. Its all Tengku Md Daniel's fault. He is so abusive.. He like abused ririn and me, this kind of friend aye. I think i'm gonna just post his monkey-like face. heh. I shall upload it next time aye. (:

So yesterday after rudy's sis wedding, went over to aunt house at wlds. Karoake-ing with the relative was uber fun. Its been long since i saw my oh-so-funny-and-i-just-can't-stop-laughing-at-his-jokes uncle. haha.

I love my bitches and bastards..

2007-06-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

This few days, i feel so freaking lethargic and freaking don't know why aye. Maybe because of the fact we have to come back school during your june hols? haiya. And i'm so worried about myself. Basically i have not even started studying for my o's. I keep saying to myself that i will study every single day during holiday but... hah. Seriously in a worrying state. I got back my mid-year result just now and it was dissapointing. 28 points for L1R4.. Like can you believe it or not? There goes my dream of getting to JC. Dream on aini, you will never make it to JC.

So anyway about yesterday. heh. Hang out with the ITE BB kids and abg is getting hotter and hotter. (: Actually me and haziqah felt awkward cos rudy never come. But well we had great talk and laugh. lol. The twin very funny okey. Counting stars and looking at each flats in the block may sound weird but really fun cos the twin kept saying stupid things, which i find VERY cute. lol. Haziqah, for god sake i can't see any stars.. aiya Fir, stop being observant. You like observing people huh, you will always be the first person to spot something.. Around 9.45 both me and iqah proceed to Mcdonald to meet ian. Ian's friend is freaking irritating aye. We see lah how your o-level results aye. So confident eh you jantan..

Just now twn-ning with Danial, Ian and Alep.. WITH MY FREAKING UNIFORM. haha they forced me to change but i was too lazy to go home. At last, i bought myself a scarf.. At far east, saw Ashila. Oh i freaking miss her like hell. I was so blerdy shock lah. Hey woman, i miss you so! hehe. And Ashila's friend, nice meeting you. (: Met Ryan at his work place for awhile, and you know how much i fucking miss him. That guy seriously is a workaholic.. Eh jantan, don't forget your friends lah.. Make sure outing to Sentosa next week you come sei. And Tengku Md Danial, you talk ALOT. You bloody stupid malay boy. lol. But still i love you lah.. See i know i'm a great friend. ^-^

I just can't bare the pain, its killing me. Back-ache plus stomach cramp is definitely so irritating.. Oh how i hate menses..

2007-06-04T15:24:00.000+08:00

Oh the stomache is killing me.
Someone please help me.. It hurts badly. Like someone stabbing my stomache aye. I so need to buy the pain killer.. And well just now i vomit out liquid. Okey its gross. Seriously the pain is killing me. Bye i want to commit suicide! At least the pain will go away once i'm dead. (:

2007-06-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

I like cuter than you okey dan.

Dan act cute.

The past.

AiniHazwani.NurSabrina

The Mat Kental (it was his idea.)

First shot

Second shot (the man spoil the perfect picture lah)

The act of gay.

2007-06-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

Twn-ning with the loved ones yesterday was GREAT! Ririn, Daniel, Zul, Ian and Alep rock my socks aye. hahh. First we went Clarke Quay to eat. I tell you, i fell in love with the Mcdonald there. It seriously doesn't look like some fastfood restaurant eh. So cool lah the place. From there, we walk to Far East. Actually i forced them to go to Far East cos that moment i was craving for 'fried mars bar' heh. I'm so touched that they willing to walk all the way to Far East just to satisfy my cravings. Though i gt some sarcastic remarks from Ian. He like said,"We walk all the way frm Clarke Quay only for this thing???" Hello Ian, its worth it aye. Fried Mars Bar is so freaking delicious and plus we had a great laugh while we were walking right. ^-^ So after our fried mars bar, around 9 plus we proceed to Esplanade. Awww i bite Daniel's shoulder real hard! hohohohohoh i'm EVIL. But seriously i don't know i bite that hard. Sorry darling.. (: Ririn and Zul seriously like married couple eh. They all the way fighting like husband and wife. Sajak sia both of you. haha. Alep laughter so funny. Very cute lah kau Alep. And Ian will always be my irritating bugger friend. (:

Oh i found my wallet!!! ^-^

2007-05-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

SP visit just now was okey and i think i'm interested in taking the diploma in media design. hah. So we were asked to design a game using marbles and turn out to be a disgrace. But hell we had fun doing it. The sec 5 peeps was like so fun and the guy-who-look-like-Choo Long effing funny.. haha. And after the whole experience at the poly, went jac's place and surprised her with the bunny. Finally, the bunny have a name. Carla Colombus. (: She is soooo cute..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE ONG WEI CHEN. I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS.. <33333333>

ear-candling was so relaxing.. i should do it often aye. (:

ok go!

2007-05-28T21:13:00.001+08:00

i'm love with the video. its so cool. (:

2007-05-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

For now, Malay Olevel finally over! I think it was easy lah, but i try not be too confident. So i hope for distinction, which i don't think i can get it. Lets hope for miracles people. Once the result is out, i'm gonna throw all the things which got to do with Malay. Man, i have enough of the peribahase.. The best thing is i knew all the words in the bina ayat section. It was darn easy and its like give away marks lah. So i shall wait for the results. (pray hard)

Supposed to meet rudy after lunch, but hell he was so SLOW. Hani and i waited for like hours but still no Rudy. You big fat liar lah. aiiyo.. So tmrw will be a long day. Classes in the morning and Singapore Poly which like until 5pm. Oh i can't wait for tmrw. Yeay!

Oh i saw him yesterday at zoo. Oh you so damn hott. *gringrin

2007-05-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

awww mom is like forcing me to eat medicine... No i don't want. NO!!!!! It taste so pheww. I know its irritating to hear my coughing for the past few days. But you know how i hate the taste of bitter-ness of a medicine. Look she still forcing me.. Arggh i just can't run away from her. I swear the mosquitoes love me. They luurve sucking my sweet blood. Wah, such a bloodsucker aye.

Malay o-level is on Monday. Aini good luck eh! (: Semoga berjaya kepada manusia2 yg mengambil ujian Melayu peringkat O pada hari Isnin ini.

2007-05-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

I suggest they should expand the carpark at West Coast aye. Its like hours lah we waited for a parking space. Mama drove around the parking lot for like so many time, but still some people just don't want to go home. hah. We should have come earlier huh. West Coast with family was okey, quite fun. 'Volley ball' with the aunties and Hakim was FUN. And i'm in love with Mcdonald's cappocino.. (:

Geez tomorrow vocabulary test but i don't have the list. wah!!!!

I love my mother. But well i hate your husband. (: Who are you to interfare my life?? I have my own choice in my life. So back off.

2007-05-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day:

The women.

2007-05-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

Now there's a scar on my both hands. Thank you very much Ian. hah. Ian was being such a nice guy just now, drew stupid stuff on my beautiful hands. Childish right that guy.. Grow up okey. And stop disturbing my hair.(same goes to Sheqal) Like I know you guys are in love with the hair right, but please eh. haha. I don't mind people draw on my hand, but Ian's handwriting is so FUGLY. haha no offence darling. Ian draw so rough, so not gentleman.(that's why there's scar now.) But then i love the HAHA on my chin. (: Like can save my energy to laugh. And when you guys make jokes, i'll just show my chin. The twins are so ADORABLE. I prefer the abang cos he's friendlier. hehe. So hani, i'll take abang and you take adik. (: They sound so cute when talking with each other(they talk like 'awk' 'kite' sei) When i think back about just now, i keep smiling to myself. Okey now i'm still smiling and i can't stop smiling. They make my day. I love that bunch of people okey. Though Ian can be such a pain in the ass, i still love him.(don't get the wrong idea. as a friend.)

God, Danial!! So slow lah want to send the video.. Mcm kadang2 bingit eh nk tunggu. Bleah. And cut your nail eh, so freaking long. ^-^

Ronald Mcdonald is my BOYFRIEND okey siti. (: You with your emo boy.. hehe!!!

2007-05-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

So, this whole week we'll be concentrating on Malay, Malay and more Malay... Duh(yawn) The best thing is, other subject will be affected. Is it a good thing or is it a good thing! haha.. Periods before our break will be affected as we'll be doing our Malay mock test. But after break, lesson as per normal and no afternoon classes.(smile to self.) O-level for Malay paper coming SOON. I need to get a distinction.. please please.

Damn the stomache is killing me. erggh! I'm hungry but i can't eat cos i feel like throwing out.. And i feel nausea. Diana is so CUTE!! Now she can walk on her own without holding anything. So cute and she walk like little duckling lah, with her butt stick out. ^-^

i love the chubby baby..

2007-05-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

And its mother's day today! Bought nothing for the mother. I just can't find anything suitable for her. Thought of buying flowers but, she hates flowers! hah. The sisters suggest we buy for her next month cos its her birthday.. so GUESS bag for her eh?? (: So, i just gave her a kiss for mother's day. I'm such a sweet daughter. I love you, ibu..

Yesterday, vivo with the sisters, the sister's boyfriend and the loved ones was GREAT. (: Searched for mother's day present but failed. Nah for me only lah, jac and hani managed to find the something. haha. So the both lovely went off at 7 plus(you guys miss the fun lah. hah) Then left me, ririn, rudy, zul, ian, haziqah and her friend. So anyway, went to the last floor to meet the sister and her boyfriend. We had a great laugh alright! I miss going out ramai-ramai. Haha. Lots of crazy pictures taken and video of Zul wearing heels. hah! Bapok sia Zul! And the part when we disturb people with fake cockroach was DOUBLE FUN. Elf's idea.. Like from vivo to bugis, we disturb all the people along the way. Some was freaked out. But then like got this auntie she goes like,"That one real or not?" That moment, we start laughing lah.. Haha. And zul totally scared of the cockroach, though actually he knew it was fake. Kental eh. On the way back to home, we surrounded zul and disturbed him with the cockroach. He was shouting all the way lah. You guys should have seen the scene, damn hillarious. I managed to get a video of him freaking out, but only for a while. I try upload it later. haha!

Okey i want to watch the OC. (: Welcome to california bitch! Adam Brody is love. <33

2007-05-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

picture perfect.

kadang-kadang ririn mcm selenge.

I love her. (:

Not suppose to be captured.

Just look at the first shot. hah.

Ryan is sick, sick in the brain.

Rudy retard.

they are my loves.

2007-05-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

God i like abandoned the blog for like so long. hah. I've been too busy studying. But i feel like there's actually no point for me to study cos i will definitely fail the test. I bet i will flunk for e-maths and also a-maths. And yes i fail the chemistry test which don't really matter to me(cos i like read the notes blindly. the brain was too lazy to function) Physics paper was way too easy but okey i'll just keep myself in denial. Don't be too over confident cos you wouldn't know what it turn out to be. hah. Okey whateva with the test.

So, the sunday was spend with the loved ones. (: Ryan's mother was admitted to hospital so we decided to visit her. And hang out at hospital was way too fun. hah. Ryan's mother was like so funny lah, like mother like son. Look it runs in the blood aye. So anyway, we spent like hours there blabering and blabering until we felt hungry and went off. And Ryan's ambition is to become a COMECHEF-combination of comedian & chef.. Interesting huh. We proceed to Vivo City like around 9 plus(all of the sudden all of us just felt like its been so long since we went there.) Ririn took video of Ryan 'singing'. Darn hillarious.

Just my luck to have a friend like this. hah. (:

2007-04-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Late night hangout with the love ones was FUN. (: You know, i miss you guys.. And ian, why you so quiet yesterday? Supposely there should be more than four of us(me, ririn, rudy & ian). But unfortunately some people can't make it (ZOOfriends and also taha&fad) So only the four of us, walking around aimlessly at town yesterday. Yes, sounds pathetic huh. Haha! That's the other part of the story. It just gets better during night. Went to bugis to have a bite and well surprise rudy with a cake. Coffeebean cake and its super duper YUM. heh (: But its not a surprise after all lah cos rudy saw the cake way before its ready with the candle. Bloody screw lah. But nevermind.. He acted like he was surprise. haha.. Anyway, sorry no presents cos this month seriously broke. We waited for ryan like for hours and rudy just won't stop FART-ing.. The woman behind just stood up and walk away. Funny lah sei! Around 10.45 ryan reach there. We seriously have a great laugh. I miss you jantan! Gosh, you pinch my pipi very hard lah jantan! Chicken you.. Alamak bro, got new phone already huh... I had fun yesterday, and i just don't want it to end. Wouldn't it be nice if we could do whatever we like without anyone care about our welfare..... I will always love my love ones. You guys are my precious and i don't know if anyone can ever replace each one of you. (:

forgive me if i ever did anything wrong to you guys.

2007-04-22T07:12:00.000+08:00

good morning people!!!

the coffeshop boy is so cute. mom agrees with me. (: hah.

2007-04-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

i'm devastated.
maybe i'm under a curse huh. "the curse of losing wallet"

2007-04-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

I screwed up on the oral conversation just now. Reading aloud was fairly fine and the picture discussion was okey despite the hesitation along the way. When comes to conversation, was totally atrocious. I was talking crap and like out of point. Bloody toot seh. The topic was on fashion, and its easy, but i just screwed up. The right words just won't come out from the bloody mouth. I assumed the bloody mind just won't come out with some relevent ideas that time. Arggh! My left eye keep twitching from just now. If its nervous, why hasn't it stop since just now???(i was seriously nervous for the oral just now lah. hah) What's wrong?

I was watching this show called 'idola xs' just now and i'm totally amused with that two girls' voice lah. They are most probably only 8-9 years but they sing VERY well. Their voice are like some 20 years old woman lah. And and i saw this BIG FAT RAT just now crawling at the hawker centre near my school. It was seriously disgusting. Okey get that image out of my mind! Erggh i'm so gonna have nightmares tonight.

God, please give me strength...

2007-04-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i don't understand myself.

All the choice i've made in life, its just not right.

How i wish i have the ability to rewind back the time.

ILU. IMU.

2007-04-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

G.O.O.D.J.O.B good job good job! haha good job seh people. We collected LOTS of newspaper today. It was so exhausting and i felt like i was the karang-guni man lah seh. I bet this is how they feel going door to door collecting newspapers. Man its not an easy job okey! And i can see that Bukit Panjang people love to clooose their doors. heh. There's only eleven of us and we collected stacks and stacks of newspaper. See how effective all of us are..(pat on the shoulder) The embarrassing moment was when all of us took the lrt to alan's house, carrying some of the newspapers. Most of the newspapers we put in the taxi lah. I tell you, the taxi was like totally full with the newspapers. Carrying the newspapers was a tough job... After we sent all the papers to alan's house, aqilah,ragini,si min,wei lie and me went off. The others continue collecting newspapers at that area. They like crazy lah. I'm totally fatigued by now seh. Oh boy....

Geez i've not even touch on my homework. Oh my god oh my god. I'm just plain lazy and well i just can't think now. There's seriously something wrong wrong with the brain. Knock knock brainy! Holy cow, i want to sleep...

2007-04-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

I just reach home from Balestier and aunt shop was okey. I so in love with the breeze there, well i felt as if I'm by the beach lah. Congratulation Cik Su on the opening of your cafe! haha and the cool thing is ririn and me masak satay! Aren't that cool? lolx. That gorgeous of mine never come down. Hey i miss you okey woman. You pemalas nak mampos.. haha!

You know i don't even care if you hate me. There is nothing between us, so i don't really give a freaking damn okey boy. Hey i don't know that you are that desperate eh. hah. You know what boy, take care eh. I'm sooo glad you deleted all the stupid crap in your friendster. hah. Be happy with your woman eh. Sayonara seh boy! (:

the sec 1 boy is so hawtt..

2007-03-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

THANX AH EH.

2007-02-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was seriously the worst day of my life. It was raining unexpectedly at orchard road.. so ririn and me decided to buy umbrella. Being the impatient girls, we just walk to coffee bean when we can actually wait for the rain to stop. Well time is precious. Both of us were totally drenched, from hip to toe. Seriously a mistake to walk in the rain! The umbrella does not help at all(wah! $6.90 down the drain) So made a lot of noise when walk. Duh~ Both of us were irritate-the fact it was raining and we were all drenced and plus my slipper was slippery. Ririn walked super fast(cos she want to get to the coffe bean as soon as possible) and i have to hold her hand to keep up with her speed cos i don't want to fall down. Geez! Well despite the drenched-ness we suffered, we had a great laugh.

When reaching the coffee bean, there were no seats for us and so decided to walk around forum. So after ordering the drinks, sat down and started our work. i finished all the correction mdm prema asked us to do! mission acomplished.. Well coffee bean is the best place for studying. Around 8 plus, went off from there and met Ryan at his workplace. Its been a long time since i meet him. the last time i met him was on his birthday(13.02.2007) Alryte i miss him, have a chat with him and went off. And i reached home at 10.05! haha. See i can reach home early mum..

Today, decide to just stay at home. I like no mood to go out.. I don't know why i miss Md Zulfiqah. haha. he got fever. the fact that zul sick is just WEIRD. no offence darls.

2007-02-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

this is rudy's leg after being chased by jac. seriously, the wound on rudy's leg is gross. GROSS~ ewwww. i never seen rudy in pain before and when i saw him fell yesterday... gosh! at first i was laughing out loud-he fell like funny lah. i have no idea it was very pain. blood flowing. yucks!

boyfriend's condition is getting worse. he kept complaining of his chest pain. i'm scared. terrified that something bad will happen to him. and he still smoking! bastard him lah. obviously the chest pain has got to do with the cigga.. look that thing is a killer. just stop smoking lah boyfriend. i love you sia.. take my advise eh.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR. GONG XI FA CAI! =)

2007-02-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

firstly, good luck for the people who are eagerly waiting for their o-level results. well tmrw your results finally be realise. power! so best wishes. to this one special person, i just hope your results would be impressing lah. seriously it breaks my heart seeing you fail in what ever you do. look you are not a bad person aye. you can achieve something if you seriously work hard for it. man you need more determination. maybe now we are nt as close as we used to, but i still wish you for the best. i just want to see you success. (:

a few more hours, i'm going to camp. yeay-ness!! though more than half of my class not going. kental lah you guys. hah. spongebob insist me bringing him along.. so as i love him so much and i just can't leave him alone with the evil sister of mine, i decided to bring him along to the camp. and haha, zaeid bringing a glowstick. i think its like his source of entertainment lah. maybe he like cannot sleep during the night, so he take the glowstick and who knows he might poke people's nose while they sleeping. would get a nice effect huh. haha. okey i'm sleepy. tara!

2007-02-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

see boyfriend was like super duper nice yesterday. boyfriend bought a lot of stuff for me and i love it. appreciate it alot! love that irritating bastard seh. hah. the spongebob, i so will hang it on my school bag! hoho.

gosh, my nose is killing me!!

2007-02-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

its true lah what people say. once you tend to absent yourself from school, you will always have the urge to absent yourself again and again and again. like me. control eh babe. no weekend hang out for this week cos there's camp for us. yeah! okey power2.

i love boyfriend. alam shah is hottt, the scandal. boyfriend don't jealous ah. power2! haha

2007-02-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

2007-02-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

holy cow! i realise that i had abandon my blog aye. heh. like my last post was like way back on the 1st january.. okey. hani kept bugging me to post so here i am posting. so Nur Hani Bte Rosli, stop saying that i've abandon my dear blog. heh.

arggh! i'm getting headache.. so sick of school and everthing. sec 4 life is so stressful and the pressure of the homeworksis killing me. can't blame me if i never attend school. shrucks! all the 2007 resolution gone down the drain. lalalala~ and for the third time, i'm absent from school. congrats lah. can please someone guide me.. but seriously the two days reason was i sick. only for today, laziness strucks. futhermore i have yet complete my assignments.

its not that i purposely want to not do the assignment. just that yesterday went to the 'suvivor singapore' play at raffles hotel and when i reached home, i was extremely exhausted. all thanx to the afternoon schedules. i don't know why this few days, i can't get enough sleep. if i were to sleep early, i tend to wake up in the middle of the night. so, i have no choice but to sleep very late..

so yesterday, i had a long talk with dear ryan. look i miss him hokey. went over his work place at orange julius with hani. we ate brownies lover' icecream and hotdog. delicious~ ryan took a break and went over to us as he gt something really important to tell me.. i kept thinking about the thing he told me yesterday. haiz. i like don't get it. why issit both of us can't be close to each other? its like we know each other like forever-to be more specific, for 2 years lah-and he's like my own brother. why is it there's always other party who's not happy with the fact that we are very close. i don't get it lah! even boyfriend don't trust me. fine! its okey..

gym is calling me! haha. okey take care seh. tara!

2007-01-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

i knw its a bit too late. but HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. welcome 2007. look how fast time flies. geez, and tmrw school starts. well yeay-ness. i soo miss gfs and bfs. (: well no more enjoy.. currently i'm at E2MAX at cineleasure at level 9 there.. well friends all watching dvd. this murder story, the scene so so disgusting. thats why i decide to play computer rather than watch that story. bleah~ so rating for this room, COOL. we could just chill here next time huh friends. its a room with tv, x box and well computer.. hehe. its like a room with everything you would imagine. last day to enjoy.. cheers people! yeah! alryte i'm looking forward for school to start but in the same time, i so don't wanna go school... well year 2007=year of hell. o-level definitely stress me out. no more going out, meeting friends and well fooling around. warrggh!!! but then abg rahmat told me o-level is nothing and its just like normal examination paper. lets just hope so. hope i won't get nervous that moment.. its just that, i tend to get nervous during major papaers. i even get nervous last time when i took my psle paper.. geez i get nervous easily. bleah~ ok well new year resolution, no more skipping classes and also concentrate when teacher's teaching. so dear jac, don't you disturb me in class huh. i won't entertain you if you talk to me. haha. lolx! i'm so gonna stop smoking. fullstop! toodles~ (:

2006-12-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

currently at ririn's house and that kurang-asam-nye-budak nt at home.. aiiyo come bck home lah. i'm so bored here!!! hmm well this sunday is hari raya haji and plus plus countdown for year 2007. why they have to be on the same day?? geez. i wanna go countdown... last day to enjoy then its year 2007. well no more going out unless the purpose is to study. and yeah no escaping tuitions. haha!! (: alryte i've decide i'm going to the countdown. wiinks. hari raya haji not that important cn. or or i can devide the day, so morning i celebrate hari raya haji and night time i go countdown.. clever aini!! *tap self on the shoulder* alryte i'm off...